ZeroWic — Reflections https://zerowic.com/reflections/ What I notice as I go. Written as it happens. No conclusions, just the process, out loud. en-gb Tue, 07 Jul 2026 19:35:00 +0000 Tired. But It's Mine. https://zerowic.com/reflections/tired-but-its-mine/ https://zerowic.com/reflections/tired-but-its-mine/ Tue, 07 Jul 2026 19:35:00 +0000 Same midnight, same closed laptop. But this tiredness is different, and it took me a while to work out why. Who Wrote This. https://zerowic.com/reflections/who-wrote-this/ https://zerowic.com/reflections/who-wrote-this/ Sun, 05 Jul 2026 20:36:00 +0000 I read the homepage properly. The one I wrote when this started. And I didn't recognise the writer. The Question Was Never Will It Be Okay. https://zerowic.com/reflections/the-question-was-never-will-it-be-okay/ https://zerowic.com/reflections/the-question-was-never-will-it-be-okay/ Mon, 29 Jun 2026 12:00:00 +0000 I keep hitting the same wall. Not the decision. The water I was standing in when I made it. I Look Back. On Purpose. https://zerowic.com/reflections/i-look-back-on-purpose/ https://zerowic.com/reflections/i-look-back-on-purpose/ Mon, 22 Jun 2026 20:19:00 +0000 Someone I respect said: blame yourself for everything that went wrong. I sat with that. I disagree. The Plan Didn't Work. https://zerowic.com/reflections/the-plan-didnt-work/ https://zerowic.com/reflections/the-plan-didnt-work/ Sun, 21 Jun 2026 21:15:00 +0000 I dropped the plan. Not in a crisis. In a moment of clarity. It's Out. Not Done. But Out. https://zerowic.com/reflections/its-out-not-done-but-out/ https://zerowic.com/reflections/its-out-not-done-but-out/ Sun, 21 Jun 2026 12:00:00 +0000 I've been working on something since 2022. A Day Of Locks. https://zerowic.com/reflections/a-day-of-locks/ https://zerowic.com/reflections/a-day-of-locks/ Wed, 10 Jun 2026 12:00:00 +0000 Woke up and went looking for why the newsletter hadn't gone out. Turned out the small thing wasn't small. I Went Quiet. This Is Why. https://zerowic.com/reflections/i-went-quiet-this-is-why/ https://zerowic.com/reflections/i-went-quiet-this-is-why/ Tue, 09 Jun 2026 12:00:00 +0000 A few days of nothing posted. I know how that looks. Caught Myself Again. https://zerowic.com/reflections/caught-myself-again/ https://zerowic.com/reflections/caught-myself-again/ Thu, 04 Jun 2026 12:00:00 +0000 The question was: why am I doing this, there are better people already doing it. I caught it mid-spiral. Day Three. Still Going. https://zerowic.com/reflections/day-three-still-going/ https://zerowic.com/reflections/day-three-still-going/ Wed, 03 Jun 2026 12:00:00 +0000 Two hours disappeared into an archive button. That was today. The Plan. First One I've Actually Meant. https://zerowic.com/reflections/the-plan/ https://zerowic.com/reflections/the-plan/ Mon, 01 Jun 2026 12:00:00 +0000 I've never been good at planning. Not in a humble way, in an honest one. The Contract. Made Public. https://zerowic.com/reflections/the-contract/ https://zerowic.com/reflections/the-contract/ Sun, 31 May 2026 12:00:00 +0000 I've been signing contracts with myself for years.